Summer Solstice- Beauty All Around

July 5th, 2010

Perfectly situated amongst the trees sat a little white cottage with yellow trim and shutters. The door stood ajar welcoming me, as I stepped over the threshold I hear “Grace’s Cottage”. I smiled; stepping into the sitting room I noticed two people on a couch in conversation. Behind me I could feel the presence of a gentleman who had followed and was now standing behind me in the shadows. I glanced again at the other two and saw my teenage daughter with her long wheat colored hair flowing down her back. The young man that she was speaking to was Elvis. No, not Elvis, his hair and facial shape were very similar in coloring but that was all. This was Adam, a singer who competed for the title of American Idol. He has a style and charisma on stage that was definitely not reminiscent of Elvis. Both young people had a sheet of paper that they were consulting.

“I am so excited, to add the next item to my list.” She said.

“So am I,” he replied. “I have two already, how about you?”

“I need to add only one more after this. Shhh… here it comes.”

As she spoke the last words I saw a small old TV set of the 50’s turn on, an image appeared and then it turned to static and snowy lines across the screen. All I heard was Grace’s Cottage…..

I blinked my eyes as I lay there looking at the sun cresting the hillside. Dream images fluttered through my head, I had awoken with the vision of Grace’s Cottage. Coming fully awake now, I realized that Grace was the name of the man’s whose family homestead I visited the day before. Was she the Grace in my dream? No, the book research was on her husband, as a small child, it was his home I photographed, her name wasn’t even mentioned. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes, got out of bed and started the camp stove. This was the morn of Summer Solstice, my day of working in nature journeying with spirit. I sat down with my coffee to plan my day.

You know the old adage, when someone keeps appearing take note you are being giving a message, a direction to follow. Alberto Villoldo, a psychologist, medical anthropologist and shaman, has worked the wisdom keepers of the Andes known as the Laika, the last remaining Inka. His book Mending the Past and Healing the Future with Soul Retrieval had fallen into my lap, twice, I didn’t wait for a third time.

Soul loss and soul retrieval are a big part of the healing work I do with people as well as animals Alberto talks about four chambers in the lower world, each containing a record of your soul’s history. As I followed his work I received verification of my own experiences. This morning, I checked my journal to see what chamber I had last visited, my eyes widen as I read The Chamber of Grace.

New meaning to my dream came at that moment, lifting my head I looked around at the woods that surrounded me; at that moment I felt its beauty embracing me. Alberto says, “Most of us confuse grace and happiness, but the former is profound and transformative, while the latter is fleeting and causal.” My dream had been about walking and being in grace. My soul had chosen the summer solstice to experience grace.

I opened my medicine space for the day and as I finished I heard a song that I have song from the very beginning of my Shamanic studies at Spirit Hollow. I smiled and sang.

Peacefulness in front of me,
Beauty all around,
Love and light above our (my) heads
And scared is the ground.
May we (I) walk in harmony,
Grateful all our (my) days,
And may our (my) light shine brightly,
And may spirit guide our (my) way.

Summer Solstice- standing still

July 1st, 2010

Sun standing still is the literal meaning of solstice. For thousands of years, all over the world, indigenous people have celebrated the sun in at it highest peak. When does modern woman/man ever take time to stand still under the sun? Yet, that is exactly what I was drawn to do this Summer Solstice. My shamanic work, has been leading me to explore soul loss at a deeper level. The lure of dedicating the solstice to journeying and journal in the natural world compelled me. I arranged to camp the night before at a small state park that is located on a remote mountain side. The plan was to spend the solstice in a place where the sun could be seen at the start of day, felt on my face at midday and observed as it set at end of day. For protection from the rain that threatened, I chose to camp in a lean-to, the forest that surrounds it would give privacy for silent reflections or song of joy.

Sunday afternoon, I spent my time in a place that is often described as Brigadoon; better know as Coolidge Homestead a village frozen in time. My mind was filled with living in the late 1800’s as I photographed the town for a possible book idea. By early evening, I was settled before the fire reading a book. As darkness fell, the quiet was disturbed by three loud motorcycles returning to their lean-to down the hill directly in front of me.

My annoyance built as they revved the engines before shutting them down. The air filled with expletives from their loud voices, an invasion I was not prepared for. Just when I thought things would quiet down, one man prowled the woods looking for firewood. The motorcycle engine noises sounded again as the bikes were moved in front of the lean-to. The man, who had been looking for wood was now making his way up the hill in the dark next to my site.

Fear and anger sprang up inside of me as I fumed, “What was he doing in the dark so close to my space?” I had chosen this site for its quiet isolated location and the fact that no one else was camping nearby was an added bonus, now under the veil of night that illusion was shattered. “What were these men doing?” “Where was a ranger when I needed one?” Be Quiet! Stay on your site, my head cried out. At that instant I realized I they were a reflection of the world I left behind. I could calm myself and reclaim my space by standing still.

Holding onto a log, I released the fear I was feeling then fed it to the fire. Breathing deeply I reclaimed my space reminding myself that I had welcomed in the four directions, mother earth and father sky. I had set my intention for the solstice. The invasion of the outside world was lessening its hold on my physical, mental, emotional and spirit purpose for the day to come. The night settled around me once more I let the fire burning bright as I crawled into bed.

An air mattress that has a slow leak is a gamble, a 50/50 chance of still supporting you by morning. So is letting go of things that are not in your control. Delving deeper into soul loss is letting go of the old stories that have played time and time again as you live your life. The opportunity to create a new path is one way to let go of control. Walking into the unknown is a gamble. Will the old support systems still be there or will something new take its place?

Drifting off to sleep I heard the familiar call of the Barred Owl “Who cooks for you? Who cooks for you? Who cooks for you all?” I smiled knowing that I had a friend in high places to watch over me.

The passing of Basil

March 11th, 2010

The call came last night right after we finished dinner. My husband looked at me and said, “Is that your call?”
“No!” I replied. “I didn’t schedule anyone for tonight.”
Puzzled I got up to answer the phone, in the back of my mind I hoped it was not the client whose dog was in medical distress that I had worked with this afternoon. No the call was my sister asking if I could come right over her cat had collapsed in the front entry way.

Arriving at her house I could see the orange tabby laying on its side looking like it was about to enter the main part of the house. My sister was around the corner staying out of eyesight of the lifeless body.

She called out to me. “I’m strong in many things but this is just one of those things that I can’t handle. Has he gone?”
I squatted down next to the body reaching my hand out to a still warm body I pondered the question. If he was breathing it was so slight that it wasn’t visible to my eye. No response to any stimuli on his feet or mouth, eyes big and dilated. Wanting to cover all of my bases before give the final pronouncement I asked “Do you have a stethoscope?” She had taken EMT training years ago and I knew she would still have the equipment needed. When I placed it over his chest cavity and moved it around I knew he was gone.

This kitties death will be one of those big mysteries of why! Why did he pass away so suddenly when moments before he was with her in the bathroom playing with the hair tie she had just removed? No warming signs that she knew of, he was healthy and starting to play with a new cat that had been left in the fall by her daughter’s ex-boyfriend.

To give answers to that question would be speculation. What I can say is that he passed quickly caressed by her loving hands as she sang to him to easy his passing. I told her that many of the animals I visit after their passing remember those last moments of live and that he heard and felt her love as he left.

In my books it was a life fulfilled, the time was right for his passing over, without fuss of fanfare he took the opportunity. As a medium, I hold space for those who have passed over, a chance to connect to loved ones one last time. In three days time, I will journey to him to see if he is safely on the other side. Some may wonder if I will ask him why he died. The answer is, “No, I will not ask him.” What I will ask is does he has any last messages for his family. His answers to that question will go a long way to helping them heal their broken hearts at his sudden departure.

Upcoming Workshop

February 18th, 2010

I am not up on all the ins and outs of websites and social websites. Although I will be having a lesson on how to change my website this week end till then here is my upcoming workshop. I couldn’t get the colored poster in but at least here is the information.

Spirit Hollow
in Shaftsbury, VT
presents
Healing the Timelines
A workshop with medium Lesley Nase

Have you ever felt you were someone else in another life in a different time period in history? What is it about that time, that life, that compels you?
Lesley Nase, shaman, medium, animal communicator, storyteller and psychic, will guide you through a series of integrative exercises to help you to gain a deeper understanding of a timeline that requires healing.
Saturday, March 6, 2010, 9 a.m. to 4 p.m.
• For registration and directions, call Spirit Hollow at 802-447-3895 or visit their website www.spirithollow.org/wordpress/
• Workshop is by donation. Suggested range: $50-75
• Lunch is a vegetarian potluck affair; please bring a dish to share.
For more information on Lesley Nase and her work, visit her website Moonspinners Tearoom Shamanic Healing at www.moonspinnerstearoomshamanichealing.com/

The Gift of Light

December 17th, 2009

In the quiet of the morning, I was sitting waiting for my coffee to be done when I noticed the light coming through the window was hitting a colored glass in the open cupboard. The clear glass with swirls of blue and red was illuminating the corner of the white cupboards interior. I love it when the sunlight has you looking at a common object in a different light.

I wondered as I gazed at that light “Can I capture the true essence of what I’m seeing on my camera?” Knowing full well that by the time I retrieved my camera the sunlight would change even if ever so slightly. I did it anyway. After playing with the image and creating a few more with the sunlight my mind drifted to other things.

One of the Winter Solstice celebrations that I attend, participants are asked to bring two things. One is a burnable object that will be thrown into the bonfire. This object can be something you created or an object in nature. The intent of the object is to put your energy into it with something you want to let go of, such as sadness in your life or anger that you have been holding on to this part year. It is a house cleaning if you will, an opportunity to release into the fire that which you have been holding onto that no longer serve you.

It has been said that the universe doesn’t like a void. If you release something in your life that no longer serves your best and highest interest the universe will fill it with something else unless you are prepared to fill that space. Symbolically, energetically and physically when you place your burnable object into the fire you have opened up a clean space in your energy field. Now, what do you do with that space?

On Winter Solstice you fill it with light, hence the second object that you bring is a gift of light. Guests are instructed to wrap the gift placing no identifying marks to tell who brought the package. After the bonfire part of the ceremony is over people are invited to share in a potluck. In the center of the table are all the brightly colored packages and at the end of the meal the first gift of the night is chosen and the unwrapping begins.

There is an excitement in the air as you chose from the pile knowing what is given is in the spirit of joy. The joy is in finding a gift that that will light the void created by releasing your burnable object. Anticipation also fills the air as you wait to see who will be attracted to your gift.

The most common gift of light is……. you guessed it a candle. Most people think in terms of the physical form of light and how you can give that form to others. Candles light our way in the darkness. Being that they are the element of fire they also create magic and all of us hope for a bit of magic in our lives.

The fire of a candle helps to transform one burnable object into smoke and ash. The smoke rises up into the atmosphere and the ash is returned to earth, each cleansing and life giving in there ways. The fire also connects us to the other elements; air, earth and water each have their own magical properties.

Other favorite gifts are crystals, rattles, beaded necklaces to name a few. Sometimes it is not in the receiving of the gift that illuminates your being it is in the person who shares with you what that gift meant to them when they were draw to it as a gift of light. Just as the morning sunlight opened the way for me to see an ordinary colored glass in a different light, so might a gift you receive bring illumination to your life by looking at through the eyes of another.

All too often we are programmed to see things one way, that is until someone else shares their thoughts and feeling with you. Suddenly you find yourself considering other possibilities; new avenues open up in front of you leading you to perceive the world around you in a different light.

When you let go of the darkness that seems to surround you what light will you bring into your life to hold that space? This Winter Solstice what will your gift of light be?

“In the right light, at the right time, everything is extraordinary.” Aaron Rose

Bring in the light an invitaion to pray at Winter Solstice

December 1st, 2009

Bringing in the Light

In twenty-one days the sunlight will begin to return to the Earth with each day’s sunlight lasting longer. For many around this time of year the darkness is overwhelming instead of comforting. The modern world has found ways to extend daylight hours. Instead of slowing down, going inward to seek solute, man keeps up a hectic pace expecting more and more out of them selves. Numerous people feel the overload of keeping up, which is then quite often transferred to their pets, leaving them feeling heavy and weighed down.

It is for these people and their pets that I offer up prayers on Winter Solstice. Each day in my morning meditation, I send out the light to all in need of love and compassion. On December 21st at 12:47pm Eastern Standard Time, 11:47am Central Standard Time, 10:47am Mountain Standard Time and 9:47am Pacific Standard Time, I will be sitting in pray sending out joy, appreciation and gratitude.

I invite you to join me and others to do the same. This is a time that I open the pray for you to email me names of people and animals that are in need of light. I ask two things; please let me know if the name you sent is a pet or a human and if it is male or female. When I am in the space of prayer I will read the names out loud surrounding them with love and compassion. The prayers at this time will be carried on the increased light of the hour.

When you let the light inside of you shine, the greater the energy, the greater the vibration of the light that you transmit to those around you. The simplest way to take part, is to sit in a quiet spot, light a white candle and let your emotions of joy, appreciation and gratitude pour forth from your heart. This is a lifelong habit that will bring changes in your life. It is only when you change do others around change as well.

Sent with love, light and blessings,
Thank-you
Lesley

All names must be sent to my email lnase20@moonspinnerstearoomshamanichealing.com no later than December 20th.
Moonspinners Tearoom Shamanic Healing

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The Feast has Ended

November 30th, 2009

The menu of Thanksgiving Day is always pretty much the same each year. You eat the food that you remember from your childhood memories so there isn’t much to think about except the timing. I spent the morning before Thanksgiving picking up last minute ingredients that I forgot. Only to get home and discover that the 5 gallon bucket I purchased with the white top for brining the turkey has disappeared into my husband’s collection of useful tools. Heaven only knows what has been in that bucket since last Thanksgiving! Out to the hardware store for a new bucket and home to start the marathon baking session.

One 16 pound turkey set in the brine with top on tight is now sitting on the cellar stairs. Shoo the dogs out of the kitchen telling them over and over again the turkey that keeps bring them back in is not for them. Pie crust has been made and placed in the refrigerator, minus the piece that my cat Flip insisted in a loud voice he needed. He ate it and then understood I was not preparing a tasty morsel for cats.

Pecan pie not my normal pie fair just had a yen for trying something different, looks good in the oven. I move on to assembling the Cranberry Orange bread. I am not a lover of cranberry sauce although I do love this cranberry bread recipe. It is a dish that brings back a memory of one of the first times baking it. I was twenty, staying at my grandparent’s house during the Thanksgiving holiday. They lived on a farm and my grandmother was known for her baking and making of food for all who came to the house. Perhaps I was a bit worried that my bread wouldn’t measure up to my grandmother’s baking skills. I still can’t make a pie crust like she could. The bread had been place in the oven when it dawned on me. I had forgotten to add the sugar. I quickly pulled out the loaf pans and cut in the sugar mixing as best I could. It wasn’t the prettiest looking bread top you ever did see but at least it was edible.

Bread done, with all the ingredients added in the oven it went. With an hour to cook, it was time to take the dogs for their walk. My Great Dane Elera is notorious for snitching food off the counter. It is hard to resist the delicious smells that hit your nose not to mention that your head can sit on the counter. Last year, I was out walking the dogs while my lemon meringue pie cooled on the stove top. The dogs suddenly lifted there heads and took off running for the house. My husband saw only the dogs and wondered what happened to me, he came looking for me. When I saw him alone I asked where the dogs were. In a laid-back voice he replied “In the house.” By the time I got back half the meringue was gone and Elera was working on the lemon filling. My husband, feeling like that was his half of the pie ate from the dog side.

This time the walk was uneventful, bread cooling on the stove, and one lemon meringue in the oven. Elera sat watching every move I made in putting that pie together as I poured the lemon into the pie crust a fine Dane spittle was pouring out of the sides of her mouth down onto her chest with a slimy puddle on the floor. No pie this year I told her. I could hear her reply “Awww shucks!”

To save on early morning kitchen mess while company arrived I made the mashed potatoes set them in the refrigerator to chill over night and chopped the stuffing ingredients.

At 5:30 AM Thanksgiving morning, I rub my eyes make my way down the stairs to the delight of the dogs and cats who thought it was time to get feed. I banished them all to a bed or out the door till later much later. In my sleepy state I manage to spill only a small potion of the brine water as I lift the turkey in its 5 gallon pail up to the sink to pour it out. No problem that’s what I have dog towels for. As I assemble the stuffing for the turkey I discovered the one staple I can always count on in my household is missing. Raisins! Time to improvise and suffer the consequence later, I used prunes. What do you expect at 5:45 AM! With the bird in the oven and the time calculated sure all will be ready for 1 PM dinner. Back to bed I go.

7:30 AM the animal kingdom tells me I have over slept and it is time for them to eat. By late morning I smell the turkey and think “my, that smells awfully like a done bird”. At the same time the kid’s text to say they will be here at 12:30. With a thermometer I discovered that my nose was right the turkey is cooked. I let it sit while the table is being set; the rest of the food is prepared the stick the bird back in the oven for a quick browning.
Everything is served and a new memory ensues, my granddaughter of 9 month tastes her first turkey while sitting in a high chair refinished by her Opa. It is a chair that he and his sister sat in as well as our two children and now the next generation. With bellies full and clean up approaching I take my granddaughter upstairs to play my work for the fest is done. Our day continues when extended family members arrive for the traditional family walk and one more dog. It is a time to get caught up on everyone’s lives and to be grateful for the moment of the day. Desert and coffee are served at the dinner hour followed by a rousing family game full of laughter. Thus ends another day of giving thanks for all we have received in the past year. The feasting still goes on as we revel in the eating of leftovers.

This week, I travel to California, visit my daughter and son in-law, keep working on my book and write the story that has been floating around in my head for Winter Solstice celebration.

Connecting horses to new homes

November 23rd, 2009

It never fails that the universe brings those who are in need guidance. There is always a connection to what you are doing in the physical world and the spiritual world. Here is an example:

When I returned home from the Equine Affair in Springfield, MA I had a request from a lady who had attended an animal communication workshop I led. She started out by saying I know your more into the healing of animals but I was wondering if you would help me with a horse that I feel a very strong connection to. I want to know if this horse would like to live at my place and do the type of riding/horse work I am interested in.

She made me smile; I have been helping a friend for years with racetrack horses that are being offered up for a new home and a new type of lifestyle. The journey looks like this, I project to the horse that she is considering pictures of her, her barn, pastures, and other horses she owns. With each step, I am taking careful note of the horses’ stands, facial cues and body actions. This is what helps to determine how the horse feels about what is being asked.

In the case of my friend, she wants to know if the horse she is looking at is up to the challenge of trail riding and learning to jump. So I also project scenarios of trail riding and jumping, with each of these I feel the horse’s body rhythms. I ask if horse is moving as one in harmony with a rider. I want to know if it can they feel the beat. All living things have a vibration, if this vibration flows with the scenario of what I am projecting I know that it can and will adapt to learning a new job, a new lifestyle.

That is the simplest way of saying what I do although it is not always as easy as that. There are many other factors that I take into consideration when I journey and when I talk to the client about what I discovered. For many clients who work and raise animals they are finely in tune with the animal work my input is just another means of helping them work in conjunction with the animal’s energy. That is what the lady who emailed me was asking. We spoke this past week and she is now preparing for this horse to come live at her barn and work with her. She will be using the information I related to her about the horse and some of the techniques she had learned through the workshop to make this a smooth transition for both her and the horse.

We all want to know if our instincts are leading us down the correct path. There are no right or wrong in any decisions we make only a new awareness to our lives and to the animals that share our lives. It is my pleasure and honor to work with both humans and animals to help them come together.

Equine Affair this past weekend

November 16th, 2009

My friend/client Carol asked me if I would like to visit her when she went to the four day Equine Affair held in Springfield, MA this past weekend.

A few years back, Carol was considering a retired racing horse named Zealous. She asked me to journey to him to see if he would be up for living a new life. She wanted to know if he would like to live on a farm with other horses, (I send him a picture of the barn, pasture, landscape and house) to ride on trails (I send him pictures of riding in the woods and across open fields) and learning to jump (you got the picture). Zealous was very interested. He did come to live with Carol. Quite often I will receive a photo of a horse that she is considers taking it on.

Carol says “The work you do is another tool I have in helping me evaluate the horse and understanding the horse on another level.”

This summer she was working with her horse Birch with jumping. Birch just wasn’t getting his feet in the right position so she asked if I would talk to him. I asked her to show me pictures of what you want Birch to do. After our session, both felt more confident, the messages were getting across. Birch understood what he was being asked to do and made great strides in the work.

Carol thought I would enjoy seeing other horses, riders and trainers, which I did. In my minds eye, I see a giant screen where the animal is. It is from here that images are projected back and forth, the more images I have in my repertory the better I can convey the message. Being at the Equine Affair gave me many images as well as an opportunity to tune into the horses at work, play and rest.

Next time someone asked for help with jumping or other messages that are not being sent or received properly I have more of my own tools to draw from.

Read more about Zealous in my up coming book.

No, I didn’t fall off the face of the Earth

November 12th, 2009

Sorry that I haven’t posted over the summer. I work for myself with the Animal Communication and Healing work as well as being part of or leading ceremonies/rituals with group. This is the work I love. In the summer, I have also managed my families campground offices for years and am easing out of that obligation as my own work and writing are pulling on the heart strings.

If that is not enough throw in my daughter getting married this past July in Minneapolis, MN, having a wedding reception this fall in VT and my mother moving back into the family home while her apartment is being constructed.

Whew! Life has been full of joy, gratitude and transition. I will be posting some of the spiritual events that took place this fall along with parts of my animal work that I have been writing about. Please check in and feel free to connect by comments.